I've posted this for many years on Monday of Holy Week so you may remember it. It's something I need to be reminded of and to pray for every year and perhaps you'll find it helpful, too...
And so it has begun, Lord:
the Week we call Holy...
I've read how theologians debate
whether any unit of time or time itself
can actually be or become holy -
but I'll leave that to the scholars, Lord,
and simply wonder about my being holy,
growing in holiness,
- especially in the week ahead...
Why am I afraid of this word: holy?
Why am I put off by it?
Why am I so easily convinced
that holiness may be for others
- but not for me?
I know I want to be strong, healthy, wise and just,
honest, fair, loving and prayerful,
faithful, kind, compassionate and forgiving
- so why do I shy away, Lord,
from the prospect of becoming holy?
Could it be I just don't understand
- what it means to be holy?
Help me understand, Lord,
especially this week
- and help me want to be holy...
Help me understand that to be holy is:
to be the whole person you made me to be;
to be in a right relationship with you, my God;
to live and to work graciously with others;
to use and offer and share
all the gifts and talents you've given me;
to do what is just, to love what is good,
and to walk humbly with you, O Lord...
I do want to be all of those things, Lord,
so help me understand:
that's what it means to be holy!
Of course, there's one thing I know for certain:
I could be a whole lot more holy
than I am right now…
But just how holy do I want to be?
I want to be holy enough, Lord,
to stand before you, Lord
- without embarrassment, shame or guilt...
I want to be holy enough, Lord,
to know that I've helped the poor
- and generously so…
I want to be holy enough, Lord
to know that my intentions and desires,
my dreams and schemes
- are honest, pure and just...
I want to be holy enough, Lord,
to love you with a good heart
- cleansed of selfishness and pride…
I want to be holy enough, Lord,
to recognize my lack of holiness
and to ask for the help of your grace
- whenever and wherever I need it...
Just four days left* in Lent, Lord:
four more days to be holy
- at least a little more holy -
in this season of praying and fasting
and serving the needs of others...
Four days left in Lent
to be more faithful to prayer
in the morning, in the evening
or whenever you and I might sit down,
one-on-one, just the two of us, Lord...
Four days left to deny myself
some taste or sip, some pleasure or toy,
some whatever-it-might-be, Lord
and discover what hunger fasting reveals,
what empty space that needs to be filled
with your wisdom, your word and your truth...
Four days left to care for the poor,
to give to the poor, to be with the poor,
to work for the poor
- to discover how rich I am -
and reach out to share my bounty
with those whose needs
are much greater than mine..
So, I ask you, Lord, in this holy week:
make me at least a little more holy
than ever I've been before...
I offer you this holy week:
make me holy, Lord,
day by day,
make me holy
one day at a time...
Amen.
* Lent ends at sundown on Thursday of Holy Week and then begins the Triduum Holy Thursday, Good Friday and the Easter Vigil) followed by the 50 days of the Easter season, culminating on Pentecost Sunday.
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