11/9/26

Pause for Prayer: TUESDAY 11/10

   
 
For weeks now
I've watched the trees along my way:
their green leaves turning,
draping the highway's shoulders
in a last gasp of color and beauty
- they take my breath away!
 
And then one night
(under cover of darkness)
the trees did quietly conspire
to shake off their faded frocks 
and take a bow,
a copper-shaded fond farewell...

 

Soon they'll all stand bare
'gainst a chilled November sky,
stilled with scarce a shiver,
their branched arms stretching long
and bracing for the coming snow
December’s sparkling winter coat, 
their shining wintry armor…
 

Would that I were bold enough
to stand so naked,

there before my God:
my bare arms straining, reaching
for the warmth of winter's love...

 

But I'm not so brave 

and so I pray to trust, 

as do the trees,
that spring will come again
and make of frost a morning dew
to turn the leaves all green again

on branches now gone bare...

Amen. 

I don't usually include music in Pause for Prayer posts but this instrumental seems just perfect for this prayer and this time of year...  Do yourself a spiritual favor and just sit back and listen... and pray...

Autumn by Herman Beeftink



  

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Night Prayer: MONDAY 11/9

It's November, the month of All Souls, a season in which Christians pray for the salvation of those who have died.  Our thoughts might turn to what are called the Four Last Things: death, judgment, heaven, hell - and  perhaps another: purgatory. An item in today's news - Ross Douthat's interview of Donald Trump - includes all five! While this post was written after I had read the the transcript,  this prayer is not about Donald Trump - it's about each and all of us.  Here's a link to the whole interview and at the bottom of this post, you'll find the portion of the interview relevant to this post.

I guess I can't predict, Lord,
just who or what might prompt me
to reflect on my mortality,
on the finite shelf-life 
    of this frame I call my body,
on the import and the impact
    of my thoughts, words and deeds
        on my eternal future,
on the intimate connection 
    between the person I am
        and who I will forever be...  

Do I think, do I believe,
    do I hope, do I presume 
        that my next home will be heaven?

Is that something I ponder?
    something I pray for?
        something I work towards?
    or is it something
        I take for granted?

(Note to self: 
    resist taking eternal realities for granted!)
 
And with what heart, Lord, 
    do I approach these questions?
Is my heart burdened
    by grudges and resentments?
    bitterness and animosity?
    malice and spite?
    bigotry and prejudice?
    by loathing and disdain?
Is my heart soiled by any of these, Lord?
    even in small ways?
    in ways I dismiss as negligible?  
    in ways I defend and justify
        in my self-righteousness?

 I often pray, Lord, 
    that you'll forgive my trespasses
        as I forgive those 
            who trespass against me...

Will my own prayer 
    render a judgment against me?

What hostility, Lord,
    keeps me from loving my neighbor
from seeing and loving in my enemy
    what you see and love in the same person? 

Which are the relationships, Lord,
    where I withhold the mercy
         I pray you'll offer me,
    where I refuse to love
        and choose instead to hate? 
 
What feelings in my life, Lord,
    do I so stubbornly hold on to
        and so tenaciously embrace  
    that I'm blinded to your word
        and deaf to your command
    that I love, not hate, my neighbor
        even as I love myself?

What ill-will do I so doggedly cling to, Lord,
    that I would jeopardize, that I'd risk losing
        your forgiveness of my sins
    and the heaven that awaits
        those who humbly do your will?
 
It's November, Lord, 
    and I'm praying for those who have died...

Make me mindful of my own mortality,
    of my weaknesses and flaws,
    of my failings and my sins 
and my ever-present, overwhelming need
    for your grace to set me free
of all that keeps my heart
    from loving you, my God
        - and my neighbor as myself...

Protect me, Lord, while I'm awake
    and watch over me while I sleep
that awake, I might keep watch with you
    and asleep rest in your peace...

Amen. 
 
Tonight's song is a simple and beautiful musical setting of an old prayer of uncertain authorship..
 
Litany of Humility by Thomas Muglia
 
If a video doesn't appear below, click here!
 
 
From the interview...  

ROSS DOUTHAT:  Death. Let's talk about death.

DONALD TRUMP:  Okay. 

DOUTHAT: What do you think happens when you die?

TRUMP: Well, I hope I'm missed. (LAUGH) I hope--

DOUTHAT: No, I mean-- I mean to you-- I mean to-- What do you think happens to Donald Trump when you die?

TRUMP: Okay. You mean where I go?

DOUTHAT: Exactly.

TRUMP: Well, I'm a religious person, so in theory I go to heaven.

DOUTHAT: Do you think you're going to heaven?

TRUMP: I hope so. I don't want to go to hell.

DOUTHAT: So I watched you at Charlie Kirk's memorial service– Erica Kirk, his widow got up - and gave some very moving remarks about Christian forgiveness, how you have to forgive your enemies and your opponents--

TRUMP: That's right.

DOUTHAT: And you followed her, and you said, and I know this was a little bit of a joke but I think facts come through jokes. You said, quote, "I hate my opponents and I don't want the best for them." Let's say you pass away, you're entering the next life, and all you have to do to enter paradise is feel love and forgiveness for James Comey, Nancy Pelosi, anyone who you have expressed hate for over the years. Do you think you can do it?

TRUMP: Well, then I wouldn't be real, would I? I mean, if I said to you, sure, the easy answer to that is "Oh, yes, I could forgive."

DOUTHAT: No, I don't think it's an easy question at all.

TRUMP: I found them to be extremely dishonest people, very bad people, very bad for our country. I love our country far more than I can love people and people like that.

DOUTHAT: Is the answer no then?

TRUMP: The answer is no. I want to be honest, no. I think it would--

DOUTHAT: Before the judgment throne of God?

TRUMP: Before the judgment. No, I think they were very bad people and-- I dislike, I can use the word hate, I do hate some of my enemies. I think they're-- they've been terrible. Look what they've put me through, the weaponization. I got indicted - I got impeached.

DOUTHAT: Mr. President. You have had the most charmed and remarkable life of any American in my entire lifetime, and you are telling me that before the judgment throne of God you couldn't find it in your heart to forgive some of your enemies? After all that's been given to you? Come on. Help me out here.

TRUMP: I mean, it's such an easy answer. All I have to do is say, "Yes, I can."

DOUTHAT: I-- I, again, I don't think it's an easy answer--

TRUMP: Honestly, , can I-- can I be honest--

DOUTHAT: --that's why I asked it. Yes.

TRUMP:  I probably cannot do that, no, because I do hate some of my enemies and I always will.

  

Monday Morning Offering: 11/9

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Good morning, good God!

So I'm wondering, Lord,
what will I offer you today
for my Monday morning prayer...

Shall I offer you my heart
with all its ragged imperfections
and pray you do some healing
of its rough and tumble edges?

Shall I offer you my mind
and its idle, wasteful musings
and pray your light of wisdom
will illumine all my thoughts?

Shall I offer you my dreams
and all my fantasies and schemes,
and pray you bring sharp focus
to my vision and my plans?

Shall I offer you my grudges,
my resentments and my anger
and pray you mend and heal
the hurt and pain to which I cling?

Shall I offer you my envy,
my jealousy of others,
and pray you show me clearly
all the gifts I truly have?

Shall I offer you my lust
and my cravings and my greed
and pray you cleanse and purify
my longings and desires?

Shall I offer you my apathy,
my lethargy and dullness
and pray your Spirit's fire
burn afresh deep in my soul?

Shall I offer you my joy,
my sweet contentment, all my peace
and pray I come to understand:
without you I have none...

Shall I offer you my faith
with my uncertainty and doubt
and pray for greater, deeper trust
in all that I believe?

Shall I offer you my hope 
although I haven't much to spare
and pray you give me confidence
in all you've pledged and promised?
 
Shall I offer you my lethargy,
my post-election fatigue?
And ask you for some wisdom,
some unity and healing?
 
Shall I offer you this prayer then
as another week begins  
and ask that in my stumbling words
you hear what my heart speaks?

Yes, I'll offer you this litany, Lord,
my Monday morning prayer:
my needs and pleas and trust you'll walk
this day, this week with me... 

Amen. 
 

  

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11/8/26

A foolish man preaches on wisdom...

 

Above you'll find the audio of my homily for November 8, based on the first reading and the gospel from today's mass, both of which treat of wisdom. (If a widget doesn't appear above, click here.)  The text of my homily follows below.


Let me pose a simple question: would you prefer to be known for your wisdom - or for your foolishness? Which reputation would you prefer to have? Might seem an unfair option: either/or, wise or foolish. But really, there isn't a lot of middle ground here.

 

If I'm wise, then I'll more readily spot my foolish tendencies and work to correct them. Whereas, if I'm foolish, I might not recognize what's wise - even if it scares me right in my face.

 

Whether I'm wise or foolish, I need to learn to desire, to desire wisdom. If I'm wise, then it's the continuing desire for wisdom that will keep me away from my own foolishness. And if I'm foolish, then the desire for wisdom will at least help me see my foolishness for what it is - and help me see that there's always another way for me to live my life, a wiser way.

 

Wisdom is by no means theoretical, ethereal, or esoteric. Wisdom is very practical. In the scriptures, wisdom is that very practical knowledge I need to know how to love God and others, as I live in the world. Wisdom is knowing how to love God and others. Sounds like Jesus’ two great commandments: You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, soul, and mind – and you shall love your neighbor as yourself.  Wisdom is the knowledge we need to follow to obey those two commandments.

 

Foolishness is what happens when I love God with less than all my heart and mind and soul… when I love myself more than I love my neighbor…

 

I'm most inclined to be foolish when wisdom asks more of me than I'm naturally or readily willing to give - to God or my neighbor. The greatest foolishness of all is for me to imagine, to think, to believe, to pretend that I am wiser than God. (You might be sitting there saying, “I wouldn't ever think that I was wiser than God.” Every time we sin - we think we're wiser than God. We think,“Well, you know what? I think God doesn't have this right. I'm gonna do it my way…” We all do that at least once in a while. And when I think and act as if I know better than God, then it's easy to convince myself that my foolishness is, in fact, some kind of wisdom.

 

I so easily and often forget how today's folly becomes tomorrow's regret. I fail to see how easily my foolish indiscretions quickly become foolish habits. I foolishly ignore the ageless wisdom that a life of foolish choices has never made anybody truly happy.

 

On the other hand, even just the desire for wisdom can open me up to so much more than I can see with my own eyes, or know with my own thoughts, or discern with my own mind, or feel in my own heart.

 

Just the desire for wisdom can begin to draw me out of myself, out of my own foolishness, to see that there is a way, there is a truth, there is a life for me that leads to: contentment, even in hard times… That brings me joy, even in sorrow… That offers me hope, especially when all seems lost…

 

Foolishness is life on my turns. Wisdom is life on God's terms.

 

We live in an age when foolishness is often mistaken for and valued as virtue; a time when belief in God is often mocked as simple and naive. One need only look to what our culture celebrates and how faith is marginalized and mocked to see how often and easily the wisdom of the ages is tossed aside, dismissed, forgotten. We live at an age when foolishness often triumphs as excellence.

 

Wisdom is the gift I need when, in such an age, I'm making choices; choices between what's right and what's wrong… between what's true and false… between what's loving and selfish… between what's life giving and death dealing… between what's just and what's oppressive… between what's foolish and what's wise.

 

Foolishness is life on my turns. Wisdom is life on God's terms.

 

So on whose terms, then, do you and I live our lives? Or better yet, on whose terms do you and I desire to live our lives? Most of us will likely answer that we'd prefer to be known for our wisdom - not be mistaken for fools. That's a choice we make over and over and over again. I'll be more likely inclined to choose wisdom if wisdom is what I try to desire. I'll choose wisdom if I'm willing to forego the ease, the comfort of foolishness and accede to the demands of wisdom. I'll choose wisdom if I choose to live my life on God's terms - not on my own.

 

There’s a beautiful passage in the Book of Proverbs speaking of wisdom again, in the feminine. Proverbs says, Wisdom has built herself a house. She has spread her table, and she says, Come, eat of my food, and drink of my wine. Forsake foolishness, so that you may live and advance in the way of understanding.

 

Tonight, Wisdom spreads her table here at the altar - and she invites us to share in the banquet that Christ has prepared for us. Let's pray, then, that we will - all of us - desire wisdom, so that we might choose wisdom, and come to know the peace that wisdom brings.

 


  

Night Prayer: SUNDAY 11/8


On Sundays, Night Prayer takes its lead from some element from the day's liturgy. The first reading and gospel for today's mass draw us to the gift of wisdom.  Keep in mind that in the scriptures, Wisdom is often described in the feminine!
 

Wisdom!

Dare I invite Wisdom into my heart, Lord?

Or - dare I not welcome her advances?

 

Do I not desire her - and deeply so -

    in my thoughts, in my words, in all I do?

 

Wisdom! 

She comes at no small cost, Lord.

To welcome her is to kiss goodbye

    to self-indulgent folly,

    playing with the truth,

    and selfish pride and ego...

         

Wisdom!

A demanding friend is she

who asks for all I have 

but in return gives back much more 

than ever I might dream to call my own... 

 

Wisdom!

A jealous lover she 

who seduces me with truth

down a simple path to peace,

to serenity and joy...

 

Wisdom! 

She shimmers and she shines 

in the corners of my mind

with a mesmerizing light 

undimmed by my confusion...

 

Wisdom! 

She trains my eyes to seek what's true,

what's just, what's pure, what's whole,

what's worthy of my will, my love,

in all I say and do...

 

Wisdom! 

Dare I invite her, Lord,

to settle in my soul,

to dwell deep in my thoughts

and take hold of my desires? 

 

Or dare I not welcome her advances?

Dare I chance a wasted, foolish life,

spent in vain pursuit

of passing, empty pleasures?

 

Lord, I choose Lady Wisdom! 

 

Send her to my arms

    to renew me from the inside out,

    to govern all things in my soul,

    to abide with me

       in spite of all my foolish ways,

    to fill me with your mercy

       and the grace and peace she brings...

 

Give me courage, Lord,

   to court the one who seeks me out,

who never tires in her quest

   to take my mind, my heart, 

      my soul, my all...

 

Wisdom! 

May she lead me to a quiet place

   where I might rest with her

while she holds me close 

   and shares with me

from all her many treasures,

   your word of truth and peace...

 

In the stillness of my prayer, Lord,

    send Wisdom to my soul,

to take me as her own,

    to make my heart her home...

 
Protect me, Lord, while I'm awake
    and watch over me while I sleep
that awake, I might keep watch with you
    and asleep rest in your peace...

Amen. 
 
Two songs for prayer tonight: the first,reflective and the second, uptempo... If you don't find two videos below, click here!
 
Wisdom Gives by Good Branch's Sound
 
 

Wisdom, Wisdom! by Lori True
 
 
 
Wisdom, Wisdom, be attentive
Wisdom, Wisdom, be attentive
Wisdom, Wisdom, open our hearts
Wisdom, Wisdom, open our hearts
    in our conflicts and chaos
    in our struggles and strong will
    in our pride and our passion
    O Wisdom, Wisdom, open our hearts


Wisdom, Wisdom, be attentive
Wisdom, Wisdom, be attentive
Wisdom, Wisdom, open our hearts
Wisdom, Wisdom, open our hearts
    in all of our doubting
    in all of our choosing
    in all of our searching
    O Wisdom, Wisdom, open our hearts

Wisdom, Wisdom, be attentive
Wisdom, Wisdom, be attentive
Wisdom, Wisdom, open our hearts
Wisdom, Wisdom, open our hearts
    when we're tired and closed minded
    when we think we're the wiser
    when we can't hear you calling
    O Wisdom, Wisdom, open our hearts


Wisdom, Wisdom, be attentive
Wisdom, Wisdom, be attentive
Wisdom, Wisdom, open our hearts
Wisdom, Wisdom, open our hearts
    let your Word dwell within us
    let your Good News inspire us
    let your Gospel Truth shape us
    O Wisdom, Wisdom, open our hearts


Wisdom, Wisdom, be attentive
Wisdom, Wisdom, be attentive
Wisdom, Wisdom, open our hearts
O, Wisdom, Wisdom, open our hearts

  

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