9/2/26

NIGHT PRAYER: Wednesday 9/2

Some folks pray and some folks don't pray.  Prayer is many different things for me - I can't imagine life without prayer.  I've post a similar prayer several times before, each time adding new images, as I have this evening...

Lord, I thank you 
    for the gift of prayer in my life
and for all the ways it nourishes me,
    refreshes and sustains me...
 
Prayer is 
    a chapel of your presence, Lord,
    a home that waits to welcome me,
    a storehouse of encouragement,
    a window to good choices,
    an easychair for grieving,
    a refuge from adversity,
    a table set to feed my soul, 
    a word to break the silence, 
    a hearth of warmth and comfort,
    a harbor safe and calm,
    a library of truth, 
    a wellspring of pure grace,
    a secluded, private beach, 
    a hand upon my shoulder, 
    a mending kit for brokenness,
    a fruit tree ripe for picking, 
    a nap beneath the Spirit's wings, 
    a cove of quiet beauty, 
    a meadow for discernment, 
    a still point in my chaos,
    a treasure chest of wisdom,
    an ocean of forgiveness,   
    a warm embrace to hold me close, 
    a ladder to the heavens, 
    a cup of grace to quench my thirst, 
    a hideaway for weeping,
    a secret source of prudence, 
    a beacon in the darkness,
    a garden of tranquility,
    a respite in my weariness, 
    a mountaintop for dreaming,
    a path to just decisions,
    a clearing in my forest,
    a haven of deep peace, 
    a stream to soak my feet in,
    a coffee break with Jesus, 
    an atlas for my journey,
    a lifeboat in the tempest, 
    a river of compassion,
    an oasis of serenity, 
    a fortress when I'm fearful,
    a shower, soft and cleansing, 
    an offering of prudence, 
    a retreat from life's absurdity,
    an open field of freedom,
    an intermission in life's drama,
    a court of tender mercy,
    a safe house to protect me,
    a source of unknown strength,
    a valley of contentment,
    a shelter in the storm,
    a font of consolation,
    a mooring for my drifting soul... 
 
Protect me, Lord, while I'm awake
    and watch over me while I sleep
that awake, I might keep watch with you
    and asleep rest in your peace...
 
Amen. 
 
Tonight's song is a contemporary setting of some 19th century lyrics that have survived the years quite well... 
 
Prayer Is the Soul's Sincere Desire
    lyrics by James Montgomery 
       composed by Sally Deford
 
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Prayer is the soul's sincere desire,
unuttered or expressed,
the motion of a hidden fire
that trembles in the breast.

Prayer is the burden of a sigh,
the falling of a tear,
the upward glancing of an eye,
when none but God is near.

Prayer is the simplest form of speech
that infant lips can try;
prayer the sublimest strains that reach
the Majesty on high.

Prayer is the contrite sinners' voice,
returning from their way,
while angels in their songs rejoice
and cry, "Behold, they pray!"

Prayer is the Christians' vital breath,
the Christians' native air;
their watchword at the gates of death;
they enter heav'n with prayer.

O Thou, by whom we come to God,
the Life, the Truth, the Way;
the path of prayer Thyself hast trod:
Lord, teach us how to pray!

  

  

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9/1/26

Pause for Prayer: WEDNESDAY 9/2


  

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NIGHT PRAYER: Tuesday 9/1

 
There are times, Lord, when I get lost 
    somewhere in between my faith in you
        and the burdens 
            that weigh heavy on my heart...

I believe in you 
    and I trust in your care for me
        but I get lost, Lord,
    lost in my problems and fears,
        praying and waiting to be rescued
    and wondering why it sometimes seems
        you're slow to hear my prayer...

Where might I go, Lord,
    what can I do
        in these in-between times
    while I wait for you to help me,
        to come and set me free?
 
Be the Lord of my in-between times, Jesus,
    the moments and days, the weeks and seasons   
        in between...
 
in between
    here and there,
        now and -when?
        what's been and what will be...
 
in between
    sorrow and joy,
        hurt and healing,
            fear and confidence...

in between
    worry and tranquility, 
        rejection and acceptance
            confusion and clarity...
 
in between
    war and peace,
        oppression and freedom,
            inequity and justice...  
 
in between
    grief and contentment,
        shame and self-respect
            anxiety and serenity...
 
in between
    doubt and certainty,
        loneliness and friendship,
            foolishness and wisdom...
 
Come help me, Lord, come rescue me,
    come steady and sustain me,
        come comfort and assure me
    when I'm living in between 
        all my troubles, stress and trials,
            in my waiting, waiting, waiting...
 
Come grant the peace my heart desires,
    the peace I long and thirst for, Lord,
    the peace I pray and hope to find,
    the peace that's yours to give...
    
Protect me, Lord, while I'm awake,
    watch over me while I sleep,
that awake, I keep the watch with you
    and asleep, rest in your peace...

Amen. 
 
In the In Between
  arranged by Wayne Watson 
 
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I have seen glorious days
Flyiing so much higher
Higher than I ever thought I would
Soaring through the air, declaring
"Isn′t God good? Isn't He good?"
He was
And He is
And He always will be
But in the in between
Sometimes it′s hard to see
 
In the in between
As everyday life happens
And the fields of green
Belong to someone else
In the in between
What will be and what has been
Jesus is a faithful friend
In the in between
 
I've been unsure of myself
Oh but even in the dark
I know that all is well
'Cause I can see
There in the mirror looking back at me
I know that I'm not everything that I will be
He was
He is
He always will be
But in the in between
Sometimes it′s hard to see
 
Chorus
 
Grace and mercy have no season
there is no good reason
Why your better days won′t be the days ahead
'Cause in the in between
As you have some time to dream
Your faith can be restored
By the Lord of the in between
Where everyday life happens
And the fields of green
Belong to someone else
In the in between
What will be and what has been
Jesus is a faithful friend
In the in between
Jesus is a faithful friend
In the in between

  

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8/31/26

Pause for Prayer: TUESDAY 9/1


 

Every day you meet me, Lord:

with love and care,
with understanding and compassion,
with the challenge of truth,
with help and guidance,
with mercy and forgiveness,
with kindness and patience,
with comfort and joy,
with grace and wisdom...
Help me in turn
   meet those whose paths cross mine:
with love and care
with understanding and compassion,
with the challenge of truth,
with help and guidance,
with mercy and forgiveness,
with kindness and patience,
with comfort and joy,
with grace and wisdom...
Help me, Lord, meet everyone
   as I trust you'll meet me...

Amen.


  

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My first day at school...


It's back to school time!  Back in the day (well, back in my day) the new school year didn't begin until after Labor Day. Times have changed.  (I posted my annual Back To School Prayers a few weeks ago.) 

I find myself musing on my own first day of school - now over more than seven decades ago...

In September of 1952 my mother walked me to the Maple Street School (above) for my first day in the first grade. This was in the era before pre-school and kindergarten were common, much less mandatory, so this was my entrance into the world of formal education. The Maple Street School was very close to our home: you could see the edge of the school yard and the building's roof from our front door.  Still, the walk to that big yellow building seemed a long one that morning. On the way, I remember telling my mother that my stomach felt strange. I probably said my tummy felt funny!)  She understood, held my hand a little tighter and said, "Oh, don't worry. That's just butterflies in your tummy."

I panicked! In my already anxious state I tried to figure out how butterflies got in my tummy, why they would want to go there and most of all: how would they get out.  My mother realized right away that I was unfamiliar with the phrase so she assured me it was just something people said when they were nervous or excited about something about to happen. Nervous? Yes.  Excited? Not so much.

Having made the trek across the street, we entered the building, found my classroom and met Mrs. Wynn, my first grade teacher. In those days, parents had no say in classroom placement so it was the luck of the draw that won me a sweetheart of a middle aged woman who was kind, soft spoken, warm, patient and, I recall thinking, quite beautiful.

I weathered that first day quite well. I'm not sure how the butterflies got out or where they went but by the end of the day they were nowhere to be felt or seen.

Right away I liked school. There were new kids there, plenty to do and lots to learn. Every day Mrs. Wynn led us in "morning exercises" -  which had nothing to do with calisthenics. She would read the 23rd Psalm from the King James Version of the bible and lead us all in the Lord's Prayer (Catholics going silent at the closing Protestant doxology). We would then stand to salute the flag with the Pledge of Allegiance - and this was two years before the words "under God" were added to the Pledge.

Thus began an academic history of 21 Septembers of anticipating "the first day back" for elementary school, junior high, high school, college and graduate school.  Most years I did look forward to returning to the classroom but at this point in life I'm pleased, when Labor Day comes 'round,  to let others deal with few butterflies in the tummy. 
 
I'm content, now, with my seat in the classroom of retired life where I'm still a student, an apprentice, still learning.  My curriculum is simple: to study, with wonder and gratitude, the  lessons I've learned over 79 years.  There's a grand history in those lessons: narratives of joy and sorrow; chapters of of confusion and wisdom; chronicles of accomplishments and failures;  accounts of victory and defeat; and footnotes of tears and laughter in a saga, of blessing, sin, mercy and grace.  And through it all: the consistent, persistent, mysterious hand of God - whose presence in my story grows ever more clear the more I review and study for my final, final exam.  
 
Oh, and there's homework, too - but it's simple.  There's only one book, the scriptures, and the assignment's not hard to complete: just simple, daily, prayerful reflection on the Word of God -and on all memories of how God's Word took flesh: in my family, my friendships, my loves; in my stretching and growing, my yearning and hoping; in my heart, my soul and my prayer; in the twists and turns and ups and downs of the journey I call my life; in the thousands of ways God's been by my side to guard me, guide me and gently lead me home, to peace, forever.

Well, it's been a long time since my mother took me by the hand and walked me to the Maple Street School.  Now it's the Teacher who holds my hand, walks by my side and calms my worries and fears. And I've learned (sometimes the hard way) that when I walk with my hand in the Lord's hand, his wisdom shines as the light on my path and the the lesson I learn, day by day, more and more is the truth of God's merciful love for me.  
 

  

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What's left of my Night Prayer!

FYI: I wrote a Night Prayer for our being on the cusp between August and September - and somehow lost the whole thing before posting it. Too late in the day now to try to reconstruct it. Mea culpa! 
 
What I can offer is the song that was to go with this prayer - a good song for any of us who may find transition from what was to what will be a difficult journey to make...  
 
Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow
    by Aodhan King 
 
 
 

 

  

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8/30/26

Monday Morning Offering: 8/31

Morning Coffee by George Mendoza

Good morning, good God!

Lord,
I try really hard 
    to do the right thing and say the right word
but despite my best efforts,
    my words and deeds so often miss their mark
and, worse yet - end up hurting folks -
    just when and where I tried and hoped to heal...

Sometimes my efforts at honesty
    become a hard lesson in humility
and while I'm grateful for the lesson
    I grieve the cost 
to those at whose expense
    my newfound wisdom comes...

Sometimes, Lord, 
    my best intentions fall apart 
        in my own hands
and, try as I might, 
    it's hard to see how and when and why 
        things went so wrong
     - but they did and I need to own that…

So this morning, Lord, I offer you 
`my failed deeds, my garbled words
    and any harm they've done 
        to those entrusted to my care...

I pray you’ll work and speak your healing 
    on whatever unintended hurt 
        my carelessness has caused...

And, Lord, I offer you 
    all I've learned the hard way,
the way that's paved with others' hurts
    a path that bears the prints of my rough steps...
 
I ask forgiveness, Lord,
    of those whose hearts I've trespassed,
        whose spirits I have troubled...

I offer my mistakes, Lord:
    the ones I didn't see coming,
    the ones I should have seen coming,
    and the ones I didn't see until it was too late:
forgive me, Lord,
    and heal the hearts of any I have hurt…

I offer you the pride, Lord,
    that tempts me to think, and too often to believe,
        that I’m always right and never wrong…

Help me know myself as you do, Lord,  
    and open wide my eyes 
to all in me that's haughty, proud 
    and much to quick to judge... 

Tame and heal and shape me, Lord,
    mold and bless my heart,
make me humble in the things I do
    and careful in the ways I speak
with everyone I know and meet
    this morning and this week... 
    
Amen.
 

  

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NIGHT PRAYER: Sunday 8/30



On Sundays, Night Prayer takes its lead from some element from the day's liturgy.  In today's gospel from Matthew 16, Jesus says, 
     "If you want to come after me, you must deny himself,
        take up your cross, and follow me. 
    If you wish to save your life - you will lose it,
        but if you lose your life for my sake - you will find it"
I didn't have a preaching assignment this weekend, but as I heard the deacon proclaim the gospel on Saturday afternoon, I was struck as never before by the thought of losing my life - for the Lord's sake... My thoughts turned to all the many possible ways I might lose my life - not for the Lord's sake - but for the sake of so many other things...
 
For your sake, Lord!
That's what you ask of me...
 
You're ok with my losing the gift of my life
as long as it's for your sake... 
 
That got me to thinking, Lord:
    what might be some other ways
I might lose my life
    for the sake of so much less?
 
What other ways might I spend my life,
    waste my life, toss away your gift and grace?
 
For the sake of what paltry things
    might I let go the greatest gift I've ever received? 
 
I might lose my life
    for the sake of fame and fortune...
 
I might lose my life
    for the sake whatever, however,
        I've defined what happiness is...
 
I might lose my life
    for the sake of being accepted
        by someone or some group of people...
 
I might lose my life 
    for the sake of whatever habits
        addict my body, my attention,
            my affection, my soul...
 
I might lose my life
    for the sake of pleasure, self-gratification,
        comfort or indulgence..
 
I might lose my life
    for the sake of holding on 
        to what I should let go
    or for the sake of avoiding
        what I need to confront...
 
 I might lose my life
    for the sake of mindless dreams,
        fantasies and delusions...
 
I might lose my life
    for the sake of looking for love
        in all the wrong places...
 
I might lose my life
    for the sake of those, 
        for the sake of things
    whose promises are hollow, 
        empty, counterfeit and false... 
 
What then, Lord, does it mean
    to lose my life for your sake? 
 
How might I lose my life
    for your sake, Lord? 
 
I lose my life for your sake, Lord,
    by humbly naming you
        my Creator and Redeemer,
    and your mercy and your grace
        the greatest gifts I'll ever know... 
 
I lose my life for your sake, Lord,
    when I lose myself in prayer,
        when I lose myself in gratitude,
    remembering that you know me,
        that you call me by my name,
        that you're ever at my side,
            in good times and in bad,
                in sorrow and in joy...
 
I lose my life for your sake, Lord,
    when I remember how you love me
        in spite of all sins,
    when I remember that your mercy
        has no end and knows no bounds... 
 
lose my life for your sake, Lord, 
    when I pray for the grace to let go
        all that holds me bound,
    what shackles and imprisons me
        and keeps me from being
            whom you created me to be... 
 
I lose my life for your sake, Lord,
    when I lose myself for others,
when I share with others, generously,
    from all that you have given me,
        all you've given me to give away...   
 
I lose my life for your sake, Lord,
    when I let go what has its hold on me
and welcome in the blessings
    you have ready for my heart...
 
I lose my life for your sake, Lord,
    when I let go my stubborn ways
and open wide my mind
    to your wisdom, word and will...  
 
I lose my life for your sake, Lord,
    when life with you forever
is my deepest, hope, my greatest dream,  
   the promise that sustains me
        in good times and in bad... 
 
I lose my life for your sake, Lord,
    when your heart becomes the place
where I first look for my home,
    for my peace and consolation,
the haven where there's healing
    for my wounded, broken heart...
 
Help me, Lord!
Help me not waste or spend 
    or lose my life on anyone or anything 
- less -
    than you, your mercy, 
        your promise and your love... 
 
Protect me, Lord, while I'm awake
    and watch over me while I sleep
that awake, I might keep watch with you
    and asleep rest in your peace...
 
Amen.
 
O God, You Search Me 
 
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