8/22/26

Have you ever lost your keys?

    

Unfortunately, I failed to hit RECORD when I began preaching my homily so I only have the text to post this evening.  I preached on these readings for the 21st Sunday in Ordinary Time, especially the first reading (Isaiah) and the gospel (Matthew). 

Do you know where your keys are right now? If you know exactly where they are - I’m sure you feel secure in that knowledge. But if you suddenly realize that you don’t know where they are - well, unfortunately then - you might think of nothing else from now until the end of mass!

 

Keys are important! They open all manner of: things, places, containers, and realities and they can keep those same things closed, locked up, safe and secure.

 

The keys you and I carry in our pockets and purses are not the keys the Lord handed over to Eliakim: those were the keys to the royal house of David!

 

And the keys you and I hold are not the keys Jesus promised to Peter: the keys to loose and to bind, to open and to close --- all things in heaven and on earth!

 

But the keys you and I might worry about the most - the keys to our homes and cars and safety deposit boxes - these are NOT our most important keys.

 

We don’t hold the “Keys to the Kingdom” that Jesus entrusted to Peter but you and I do possess what I’ll call: the keys to “My Little Corner” of the kingdom of God.

 

The most valuable keys I hold are kept on a key ring in my heart.

 

Yes, all my keys are important - including those in my pocket - but the most important keys I own - are kept in my heart (or under the welcome mat just outside the door to my heart).

 

The keys Jesus gave to Peter - the keys of the kingdom - aren’t kept in the Vatican on some jeweled, gold key ring.  And they’re not the keys to some mystical locks on the pearly gates of heaven.

 

Rather, the keys Jesus gave Peter were Keys of Grace: keys to open and to shut, to lock and unlock, to bind and to free - all with the very power and authority of God!

 

And Jesus has made copies of those keys - and has given - has entrusted them --- to us!

 

The keys to “My Little Corner” of the kingdom of God are always within my reach.  And the keys to “Your Little Corner” of the kingdom of God are right in your hands, too.

 

If that’s difficult to imagine or grasp, think of it this way: you and I always have in hand the Keys of Grace that can open or close,  lock or unlock, bind or free – THE HUMAN HEART - both our own – and the hearts of others as well.

           

• I’m thinking of the keys we use to OPEN our hearts -- or to lock them up ---  and lock others out.

 

• Think of the times we’ve been slow to share the keys to our hearts

because there may have been other times when we shared those keys too freely, times when others may have taken advantage of the access we gave them…

 

• Or… how many of us carry in our hearts the key of forgiveness - but we’re slow to use – we even refuse to turn that key to open a door we’ve closed and slammed shut in the face of someone who has hurt us?

 

• And how many of us hold the keys to resources we have in abundance, to a bounty we’ve locked up for ourselves and our own,

while others in need -  go without the basic necessities of life that we might be able to supply?

 

• How many of us carry keys that lock some people out of our lives,

out of our neighborhoods and social circles? Some even carry keys to lock others out of our nation.

 

• How many young people have locked their parents and families, out of their lives and hearts? How many older folks have locked out the young because of their lifestyles and choices?

 

• And…   how many of us hold that precious key - the key that might open someone else’s heart – someone who’s locked up tight - in unhappiness… or loneliness… or disappointment… or silence?

 

• Or what gifts and talents and strengths do we keep locked up, hiding them, not sharing and using them for others?

 

• And perhaps there some things - some desires, affections, relationships or habits - which I should lock out of my heart: things that have no place and serve no good purpose in my life… 

 

Only •I• hold the key to my own heart, to “My Little Corner” of the kingdom of God: a key I can use to open my heart – or close my heart;

a key I can use to bind or set others free; a key that I can choose to share freely  - or guard jealously.

 

What do •I• do with the keys entrusted to me? The key to my heart and all its many different rooms.

        

Of course the Lord has the Master Key. Jesus holds the master key to the hearts of us all - but he doesn’t use it to barge in on us.

 

In the Book of Revelation, the Lord says:Listen!  I am standing at the door, knocking; if you hear my voice and you open the door, I will come in, and eat with you, and you with me.”  (Rev. 3:20)


Jesus waits patiently at my heart’s door, at your heart’s door. (He doesn’t go looking for a key under the mat!) He knocks… and he waits…  he waits for me to turn the lock - from the inside - and to open up - and invite him in – and to hand over to him – the key to “My Little Corner” of the kingdom of God – which was first his gift to me

 

So…

 

• What keys do I hold?     • What do they open?  • What do they keep locked in?  • Whom do they keep locked out?  • Over whose hearts and lives do my keys have power to bind and to free, to open and close?

 

And perhaps the most important question of all: what would be opened in my life, what and whom would be loosed and set free - if I invited the Lord to use his master key and open my heart to him and to my neighbor - and especially those who are in need - of what my heart holds?

 

In Jesus, God has unlocked and opened for us the kingdom of his love and his mercy.

 

Here at this altar, the Lord unlocks the banquet hall of heaven and invites us all to take a place at his table where he opens his heart and shares his life - as once he offered it on the Cross - only now in the Bread and Cup of the Eucharist.

 

May our Holy Communion here with Jesus open our hearts to the gift of God’s love - and unlock our hearts to share that love with one another.

 

  

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8/21/26

NIGHT PRAYER: Friday 8/21

This past week I came across these words from the great spiritual writer,  Henri Nouwen. (For our purposes here, I've arranged his prose into sense lines.)  I would count these words as among the most wise, insightful and powerful texts on the spiritual life that I've ever read.  I believe there's something here for every reader... (My own prayer follows after)

Our life is a short time in expectation, 
a time in which sadness and joy kiss each other 
at every moment. 
 
There is a quality of sadness 
that pervades all the moments of our lives. 
It seems that there is no such thing 
   as a clear-cut pure joy, 
but that even in the most happy moments 
    of our existence 
we sense a tinge of sadness. 
 
In every satisfaction, 
    there is an awareness of limitations...
 
In every success, 
    there is the fear of jealousy...
 
Behind every smile, 
    there is a tear...
 
In every embrace, 
    there is loneliness...
 
In every friendship, 
    distance... 
 
And in all forms of light, 
    there is the knowledge of surrounding darkness...
 
But this intimate experience 
    in which every bit of life 
        is touched by a bit of death 
can point us beyond the limits of our existence...
 
It can do so 
    by making us look forward in expectation 
        to the day when our hearts will be filled  
            with perfect joy, 
    a joy that no one shall take away from us...
 
- Henri J.M. Nouwen in     
 
Night Prayer 
 
Lord, grant me the grace to accept in my own life:
    that all life is short;
    that every joy is kissed by sadness,
        every sadness kissed by joy;
    that this bittersweet embrace
        in this communion of your grace,
    is the only place I'll find
        the healing promise of your peace
    and the faith to trust and hope:
        all shall be well, all shall be well,
            that in the end, all shall be well... 
 
Protect me, Lord, while I'm awake
    and watch over me while I sleep
that awake, I might keep watch with you
    and asleep rest in your peace...
 
Amen. 
 
Searching for music to pair with Nouwen's text and my prayer was not an easy task.  Everything song I found that came close was seeking to guide the listener through sadness to joy - and of course, that's not a bad thing!  But Nouwen's words speak to how joy and sadness live together...  But I finally discovered and I'm offering this instrumental piece by Davis Harwell.  You'll hear how the steady, deep pulse of sadness in the composition underlies and accompanies the lighter higher line of joy... Sadness and joy kiss each other...
 
Joy and at the Same Time Sadness
    by Davis Harwell  
 
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8/20/26

Pause for Prayer: THURSDAY 8/20

 
You can see from the image above that I'm taking on a very difficult question here - one that has no quick or easy answers.  And those answers that have been offered, have left many people unsatisfied. I'm not offering an answer in the prayer that follows - more of an exploration of a tough question whose probing, if nothing else, will lead us to ponder and pray over the inscrutable mysteries of God... 
 
I hate it, Lord,
   when bad things happen to good people...
And, let’s face it, Lord:
   bad things happen to good people
      a lot, even often - all the time…
 
And I don’t understand, Lord – WHY –
   some really bad things happen
      to some really good people
   and why sometimes
      the worst things happen
         to the best of people…
 
And I don’t understand, Lord,
   why you  – you who are so good -
why you ALLOW
   bad things to happen to good people,
things that burden and complicate
   and mess up the lives
      of people who’ve done no wrong…

I don’t understand, Lord:
   why hard times fall
      on hard workers;
   or why the rich get richer
      and the poor get poorer;
   or why innocent people
      are unjustly accused;
   or why the kindest of people
      get sick and die;
   or why so many starve
      while food is wasted;
    or while some have 2 homes
      while others are homeless;
   or why hard-working people
      lose all that they have;
   or why innocent children
      are born into poverty;
   or why the weak are bullied
      by strong-armed thugs; 
   why good folks suffer
      for no good reason
   in ways that are painful,
      undeserved and harsh…
 
So, that’s why I wonder, Lord,
   why do you let bad things happen
      to good people
   - why do you let bad things happen
      to ANY people!
 
Why do you, a loving, merciful God
   allow your people, your own, your beloved,
      to know, to experience, to live through
         their losses, suffering and pain?
 
Lord, it’s not that I think
   you’re mean or cruel:
I believe that you’re loving,
   merciful and kind…
 
And it’s not that I think
   you don’t care about me:
I believe that you hold me close
   in your arms, your hands and your heart…

And it’s not that I think
   you forget or abandon me:
 I believe you keep a watchful eye on me
   always, all day and all night…
 
But I also know, Lord,
   that I live in a broken world
a world with sharp and jagged edges
   that cut and scrape and wound and scar
      the bodies and the souls
         of the good and the bad alike

I know, Lord,
   that you’re not the source
      of my suffering and pain…
   that it’s I who fail you,
      not you who fail me…
   that you love me, Lord - all of the time -
         when I’m good – and when I’m not…
 
And I know that hard times come my way
   when I fail to love you
      and my brothers and sisters
         and when I fail to love myself;
that bad things often happen to me
   when I’m foolish, not wise
   when I’m selfish, not generous
   when I’m judgmental, not understanding
   when I’m rude, not respectful
   when I’m greedy, not generous
   when I’m angry, not peaceful
   when I’m arrogant, not humble
   when I’m spiteful, not kind
   when I’m prejudiced, not impartial
   when I’m hostile, not friendly
   when I’m demanding, not accepting,
   when I’m crude, not respectable,
   when I’m aggressive, not approachable
   when I’m rough, not gentle
   when I’m uncaring, not thoughtful
   when I’m lustful, not clean
   when I’m hardhearted, not forgiving
   when I’m reckless, not prudent
   when I’m hasty, not careful
   when I’m hateful, not loving…
 
And sometimes, Lord,
   - when others are judgmental and spiteful -
         that’s when bad things happen to me…

But at other times, Lord,
   - when it’s me who’s spiteful and judgmental
         that’s when bad things happen to others
            - and I’m the one who’s at fault…
 
But you already know all about all of this, Lord,
   because you are good, you are always good
– and yet –
   such bad things happened to you
      and for that we are all to blame…
 
You are good, Lord, loving and faithful,
   merciful, selfless, kind and just
but on account of my faults and my many sins,
   you were unjustly judged and condemned,
and you suffered and died on the Cross for me
   that I might be pardoned, forgiven by you
and have that life and find that peace
   that’s only yours to give…

Walk with me, Lord and be by my side
   when hard things come my way,
      and bad things happen to me
when I don’t understand
   my suffering and my pain
      and I turn to you for healing…
 
When bad things happen to good folks, Lord,
   when bad things happen to me:
deepen my faith in you and your word
   and give me the strength I need
to love my neighbor as myself
   and you, my God, above all…
 
Amen. 

  

  

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8/19/26

Pause for Prayer: WEDNESDAY 8/19

 
 
Today, Lord, I choose to believe in you 
   - not to try to go it alone -
            but to believe in your loving care for me...

Today, Lord, I choose to trust in you
   - not to stress out in fear and panic -
           but to trust that you're always right by my side...

Today, Lord, I choose to live by your Word
   - not by my whims and fancies -
           but by the wisdom and truth of your Word...

Today, Lord, I choose to do what is right
   - not to shortcut my way on the easy path -
           but to do what I know to be just and fair...

Today, Lord, I choose to smile and to laugh
    - not to pout in self-pity or weep in despair -
         but to seek out what joy this new day will bring...  

Today, Lord, I choose to tell the truth
   - not to lie and cheat my way out -
           but to speak the truth in in word and deed...

Today, Lord, I choose to reach out to others
   - putting others' needs ahead of my own -
           learning to love as I want to be loved...

Today, Lord, I choose to look for the good
   - in spite of my bent to see all that's wrong - 
           and to find in what's good the touch of your hand...

Today, Lord, I choose to walk your path
     - following your map and not my own -
            'til I find you before me, behind me, beside me.. 

Today, Lord, I choose to live as I'm called
    - not for my own gain but only for you -
        and all for your glory, honor and praise...

Today, Lord, I choose what will help me to grow
   in your truth, in your grace, 
       in your peace and your joy...

Today, Lord
- I choose you!

Amen. 

Today I Choose You by Tony Elenburg

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Yesterday is gone forever,
And tomorrow's still a day away;
I can't change the things I've done,
And You alone know beyond today
What comes my way;
But in the stillness of your presence, Lord,
I'm reminded of Your grace;
The Spirit breathes assurance
That I have a choice today.

And today I choose to abide in you,
Today I choose to abide in you;
Today may be a storm like I've never seen before
But today I'll rest,
Today I'll rest,
Lord, today I'll rest in You.

 

  

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8/18/26

A late evening prayer...

My sister took this photo while we were sitting on her porch in the late afternoon looking past the hummingbird feeder and towards the mountains here in Georgetown, Colorado.  Although the feeder is a popular spot, just at this moment no one seemed to be thirsty.  I share the photo as an image of the peace and beauty that have been my surroundings since the beginning of July...

I've done little, Lord,
and surely less than I might have, 
to deserve the peace I've found here,
much less to be deemed worthy 
of this natural estate
where I've made my summer home
 
so I count it grace, pure gift, then,
a blessing and a boon,
to be welcomed to retreat here,
to this place and to this time,
to this respite from all else,  
to this moment two months long...
 
to this time, this precious time,
spent with family and with friends, 
passed in leisure and in prayer,
in the Colorado mountains, 
'neath the beauty of the clouds 
floating close by heaven's door,
where I find myself so much at peace
and closer, Lord, 
to you...
 
Amen. 
  

  

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If you could have dinner with anyone, living or dead: whom would you invite?

    Leonard Bernstein 
waiting to have dinner with me... 
 
Have you ever been asked this question?  For decades now, I've named Leonard Bernstein as the person I'd love to have dinner with. Not just because he's a composer and I love music - but because one composition of his has held a place in my heart since the first time I heard it: MASS: A Theatre Piece for Singers, Players, and Dancers.
 
Bernstein's MASS  was premiered as the opening performance of the John F. Kennedy Center for Performing Arts on September 5, 1971. Reviews by music, theater and church critics were very mixed. Although Catholic response was largely negative and harsh, some 30 years later Pope John Paul II requested that MASS be performed at the Vatican where it was well received.
 
MASS premiered two years before my ordination as a priest and I was immediately taken by its use of ancient liturgical texts and contemporary lyrics (Stephen Schwartz and Paul Simon contributed to Bernstein's libretto); its variety of musical genres; and the deep insights it offered into the heart of Christian worship - all from the creative genius of three Jewish musicians!
 
In the homily I preached at my first mass in 1973, I took a line from Bernstein's MASS as my central image: "How easily things get broken!" How easily God's creation has been broken... how easily humankind has been broken... how easily the human heart is broken...  how easily was the body of Christ broken, for us, that we might be healed and made whole... how humbling that in spite of and through my own brokenness I should be called to break the bread of eucharist for God's people...
 
And how I would love to have the opportunity to sit down with this maestro and seek some insight into the creative process that guided his mind, heart and soul to composing this masterpiece music, drama and faith!
 
All of this comes to mind because I recently found online a video of Bernstein's MASS which includes the score!  I've had a recording of MASS for decades but have never seen the score. I realize that most folks won't be as excited by this as I am - so I'm placing the video with the score at the end of this post.
 
But I do want to introduce you to this wonderful musical masterpiece. Recall from its title that it's a theatre piece for singers, players, and dancers. It's not a musical or a play - but it does have singers, players, dancers, a little costuming and a few props. Seeing it staged, then, is the intended experience and simply listening to the audio is, well, much less than that.  
 
Unfortunately, I've never seen MASS in a theater - and videos of the whole production are scarce.  I'm offering this one which features the Chicago Symphony Orchestra, directed by Marin Alsop and featuring Paulo Szot as the Celebrant. I have some reluctance here because this 2012 production includes some unhappy changes in the score, particularly in the Epistle section, around the 40:00 mark. (What was I saying about brokenness?)  If you choose to listen to the production here, you'll find some conversation about this in the comments on YouTube.  Other than this unfortunate issue, I warmly recommend this presentation and I believe you'll enjoy it - even be moved by it.
 
MASS: 
    A Theatre Piece for Singers, 
        Players, and Dancers.
 
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Leonard Bernstein's MASS
    With the score! 
 
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A performance by the Baltimore Symphony Orchestra with Jubiliant Sykes singing the role of the Celebrant.  

 

  

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