The Annunciation by Henry Ossawa Tanner |
Homily for the Fourth Sunday of Advent
(Scriptures for today's Mass)
(Following the text of the homily is a widget with several musical settings of
today’s gospel story of Mary and the angel Gabriel…)
Audio for homily
A good way to pray
with scripture is to imagine yourself
as one of the
characters in the story, in the scene,
and to ponder what
you might say or do, what you might experience
from that
character’s point of view as the story unfolds.
I want to share you
with you just such a reflection
from writer and
artist Jan Richardson.
She takes the
gospel we just heard and imagines herself to be Gabriel,
the angel who comes
to tell Mary she’ll be the mother of Jesus.
You might want to
close your eyes and listen as if, for a few moments,
you were the angel
Gabriel, just about to enter Mary’s house…
Gabriel’s
Annunciation
For a moment
I hesitated
on the threshold.
For the space
of a breath
I paused,
unwilling to disturb
her last ordinary moment,
knowing that the next step
would cleave her life:
that this day
would slice her story
in two,
dividing all the days before
from all the ones
to come.
I hesitated
on the threshold.
For the space
of a breath
I paused,
unwilling to disturb
her last ordinary moment,
knowing that the next step
would cleave her life:
that this day
would slice her story
in two,
dividing all the days before
from all the ones
to come.
The artists would
later
depict the scene:
Mary dazzled
by the archangel,
her head bowed
in humble assent,
awed by the messenger
who condescended
to leave paradise
to bestow such an honor
upon a woman, and mortal.
depict the scene:
Mary dazzled
by the archangel,
her head bowed
in humble assent,
awed by the messenger
who condescended
to leave paradise
to bestow such an honor
upon a woman, and mortal.
Yet I tell you
it was I who was dazzled,
I who found myself agape
when I came upon her—
reading, at the loom, in the kitchen,
I cannot now recall;
only that the woman before me—
blessed and full of grace
long before I called her so—
shimmered with how completely
she inhabited herself,
inhabited the space around her,
inhabited the moment
that hung between us.
it was I who was dazzled,
I who found myself agape
when I came upon her—
reading, at the loom, in the kitchen,
I cannot now recall;
only that the woman before me—
blessed and full of grace
long before I called her so—
shimmered with how completely
she inhabited herself,
inhabited the space around her,
inhabited the moment
that hung between us.
I wanted to save
her
from what I had been sent
to say.
from what I had been sent
to say.
Yet when the time came,
when I had stammered
the invitation
(history would not record
the sweat on my brow,
the pounding of my heart;
would not note
that I said
Do not be afraid
to myself as much as
to her)
it was she
who saved me—
her first deliverance—
her Let it be
not just declaration
to the Divine
but a word of solace,
of soothing,
of benediction
when I had stammered
the invitation
(history would not record
the sweat on my brow,
the pounding of my heart;
would not note
that I said
Do not be afraid
to myself as much as
to her)
it was she
who saved me—
her first deliverance—
her Let it be
not just declaration
to the Divine
but a word of solace,
of soothing,
of benediction
for the angel
in the doorway
who would hesitate
one last time—
just for the space
of a breath
torn from his chest—
before wrenching himself away
from her radiant consent,
her beautiful and
awful yes.
in the doorway
who would hesitate
one last time—
just for the space
of a breath
torn from his chest—
before wrenching himself away
from her radiant consent,
her beautiful and
awful yes.
That’s a beautiful
reflection, isn’t it?
But maybe like me,
you have a hard time imagining yourself as an angel!
In the scriptures,
angels are messengers from God:
they come to
deliver a word, a warning or an invitation from God.
I’m not sure myself
about beings dressed in flowing robes,
sporting large
feathered wings
but I have no doubt
that God’s always sending me messages.
If you will, God is
always texting me:
sending me a word
to me, giving me some warning
or inviting me,
challenging me, to something new.
These messages come
to me in many ways.
Just about never
through an “angel in the doorway,”
but in reflective
moments of prayer,
in listening
carefully to what others say,
in paying attention
to my conscience,
in hearing the
scriptures at Mass,
occasionally in a
dream, much more often in the shower,
or when I’m just
taking time to slow down and be at peace,
when, like Mary, I
truly inhabit the space, the moment I’m in.
I don’t believe
there’s a moment in any day or night,
whether I’m awake
or asleep, that God isn’t messaging me,
speaking to me,
offering me wise counsel
and inviting me to
a deeper relationship with him.
And I believe the
same is true for every one of us!
Of course, we’re
not always tuned in. We’re often
preoccupied.
We might be too
busy to listen or pay attention.
And sometimes, we
don’t even want to know
what God’s message
to us might be.
But I have a hunch
that at this time of year two things are true.
1) God really wants
to use the Christmas season
to get a message
through to each of us.
I don’t what that
is for you.
I’m getting an
inkling of what it might be for me.
But I do believe
God wants to use this season to get to us, and…
2) That as busy as
many of us are right now,
we just might be a
little more open than usual
to wondering,
pondering, listening
for the message,
the word, the warning, the
invitation
God may be sending
us.
Mary stopped what
she was doing
and listened to the
angel, to the message.
She “inhabited” the
moment, she lived in the moment,
not in her
yesterdays, not in her tomorrows -
but in the moment.
And she heard God’s
word to her, God’s amazing invitation
for her to be the
Mother of the Son of God.
God’s word to each
of us will be different
and the very fact
that God wants to reach us is amazing in itself.
So I wonder… will you and I find a time and place
this week
to “inhabit the
moment?”
to stop the
busyness and listen and pray and listen some more,
maybe even to look
for “an angel in the doorway.”
The Lord’s message
to all of us in this moment is a word of invitation
to share at his
altar and in his life in the Eucharist.
May the gift of this
sacrament open us
to angels and
messengers,
to words, warning,
wisdom and the Lord’s invitation
to grow closer to
him and our neighbor in this Christmas season.
Musical settings of Gabriel's story in today's gospel.
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Glad I took this moment to read and reflect...thanks Father Austin!
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