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(Scriptures for today's Mass)
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Two really big questions staring us right in
the face here:
Joshua asks his
people: Whom are you going to serve?
Jesus asks his
disciples: Whom are you going to follow?
These are questions
for us, too, and a good way to get at them
might be to rephrase
them just a bit and ask:
“Well, whom DO I serve? Whom DO I
follow?”
My guess is that
most of us serve many masters.
The masters we serve
are those who become our priority, our focus;
those who eat up our
time;
those who consume
our worry, our sweat and our energy;
For some , the
master is the job; for some, family; for many it’s school.
For some it’s a
drink or a drug, sports or sex, a wager or the Internet.
For others their
master is their fear, anxiety, greed, envy,
grief, loneliness or
guilt.
And most of us,
whether we have a lot of it or just a little,
most of us are
servants of money.
We all have many
masters,
and our masters have
a leash on us and often manage our lives
in ways we don’t
even notice.
Most of us follow
many leaders as well.
We follow those who
take hold of our attention,
our imagination and
desires;
those who shape our
thinking, our politics and our beliefs;
and those who mold
the contours of the longings of our hearts.
We follow many
leaders, you and I,
and the ones we
follow are so good at convincing us
that each of us is
really a very “independent thinker,”
- certainly not
given to being misled or fooled or taken in.
But as every con
artist knows, the easiest marks are those
who are smugly
convinced they can’t be conned.
So, here’s Joshua
asking his people,
“Whom are you going
to serve?”
And Jesus asking his
friends,
“Will you leave me
to follow someone else?”
Well, the Israelites
gave the right answer to Joshua
and the disciples had
the right answer for Jesus,
and we know the
response expected of us.
But knowing the
right answer and living the right
answer
can be two very
different things.
Am I truly living
what I know to be right?
Am I serving what I
know to be honorable and true?
Am I following the
One whose path leads
to the peace I say I
really want?
How do I choose to
serve the Lord?
How do I choose to
follow Christ?
We’re all familiar
with one way to try to do this
and we’re doing it
right now.
We’ve gathered in
faith, to listen to the scriptures
and to share in the
life of Jesus in the Eucharist.
Every weekend, here,
we invite the Lord to be our master, our leader,
and we promise to
follow and serve him.
But by the time
we’re home from church
or when Monday
morning rolls around,
things can easily
and quickly return to the status quo.
Let me suggest a way
for us to check ourselves on this.
Suppose I were to
introduce the Lord to his competition in my life.
Suppose I imagine
myself at a big conference table,
or at my kitchen
table or in my living room or my back yard,
some place where
I’ve invited
all the masters I
serve and leaders I follow – and Jesus, too.
So, we’re all
together and I say,
Jesus,
I want to serve you but I’ve got these other masters, too.
Allow me introduce you to my work, my fears,
my ego and my self-doubt,
my computer and my bank account.
Most of the time, Lord, these guys run my
life
and I let them make a lot of my decisions for
me – even big ones!
And while we’re at it, Jesus, please meet the
media,
the entertainment industry, my desires and
fantasies,
all the ideologies and politics that shape my
thinking
- which my heart is so quick to follow -
even when I’m not sure where those paths are
leading me.
What would happen if
I were honest enough with myself and with God
to arrange such a
meeting in my mind, my heart and my prayer?
We so easily
compartmentalize our faith,
observing it on the
Lord’s Day
but failing to blend
it with rest of the days of our
week.
How vulnerable to
the truth of my life I would be
were I to sit down and
acknowledge the masters of my existence,
all the ones whom I
serve and follow
- and to do this in
the company of Jesus.
No hiding here, no
compartmentalizing – just the truth.
Of course the Lord
already knows all my masters
and he knows that
serving him and following him isn’t always easy.
Sometimes, even
often, following the Lord
means I have to
dismiss other masters whom I serve
and follow a path
that may not be my first choice,
the path Jesus calls
the way of “hard sayings.”
As Jesus asked his
friends 2,000 years ago, he asks
you and me today:
“Will you go your own way, too –
or will you serve and follow me?”
I don’t want to
leave the Lord.
And I believe you
want to serve and follow him, too.
So come to his table
where, with his very life in the Eucharist,
he serves us and strengthens us to give and to live the right answer:
Lord,
where else would we go? whom would we follow?
You alone have the words of eternal life.
Be the master of our lives.
Help us follow you- and we will serve you.
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Austin,
ReplyDeleteI forgot to tell you that I thought your homily was superb!
Rosemary