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| Morning Coffee by George Mendoza |
I've read how theologians debate
whether any unit of time or time itself
can actually be or become holy -
but I'll leave that to the scholars, Lord,
and simply wonder about my being holy,
growing in holiness,
- especially in the week ahead...
Why am I afraid of this word: holy?
Why am I put off by it?
Why am I so easily convinced
that holiness may be for others
I know I want to be strong, healthy, wise and just,
honest, fair, loving and prayerful,
- so why do I shy away, Lord,
Could it be I just don't understand
- what it means to be holy?
Help me understand, Lord,
especially this week
- and help me want to be holy...
to be in a right relationship with you, my God;
to live and to work graciously with others;
to use and offer and share
all the gifts and talents you've given me;
to do what is just, to love what is good,
and to walk humbly with you, O Lord...
I could be a whole lot more holy
But just how holy do I want to be?
I want to be holy enough, Lord,
I want to be holy enough, Lord,
- and generously so…
I want to be holy enough, Lord
- are honest, pure and just...
I want to be holy enough, Lord,
- cleansed of selfishness and pride…
I want to be holy enough, Lord,
and to ask for the help of your grace
- whenever and wherever I need it...
Just four days left* in Lent, Lord:
four more days to be holy
and serving the needs of others...
Four days left in Lent
to be more faithful to prayer
or whenever you and I might sit down,
one-on-one, just the two of us, Lord...
Four days left to deny myself
some taste or sip, some pleasure or toy,
and discover what hunger fasting reveals,
what empty space that needs to be filled
Four days left to care for the poor,
to give to the poor, to be with the poor,
to work for the poor
- to discover how rich I am -
and reach out to share my bounty
So, I ask you, Lord, in this holy week:
make me at least a little more holy
than ever I've been before...
I offer you this holy week:
make me holy, Lord,
day by day,
Amen.
* Lent ends at sundown on Thursday of Holy Week and then begins the Triduum Holy Thursday, Good Friday and the Easter Vigil) followed by the 50 days of the Easter season, culminating on Pentecost Sunday.






