Pause for Prayer: THURSDAY 11/30

Seasons of the Heart by Jennifer Page

(I'm on retreat so I've prepared some posts for while I'm away.
Today's reflection is based on a homily from several years ago.
The season of Advent is around the corner - this coming weekend!
But I wonder... what season is it in your heart right now?)

Thanksgiving 2017 is history and here we are now,

some of us with turkey and cranberry still on our breath,

facing the First Sunday of Advent this coming weekend...

The change in colors and an Advent wreath will remind us
that we’re entering a new season on the church calendar.
But I’m wondering about some other seasons.

Not the seasons marked and announced on calendars,

rather, I’m wondering about the seasons of our hearts…

My heart has seasons.  I’ll bet yours does, too.

My heart has many seasons:  some last only a few days;

others drag on for weeks and months.

The seasons of my heart may –or may not-

coincide with nature’s seasons.

And so it is that my heart might enjoy a summery warmth

in the middle of January,

or feel the nip of a cold-shouldered frost in early August.

My heart might grieve

and my tears drop like falling leaves in the spring time,

while peace might bloom like a rose in late November.

The seasons of the heart 

pay little attention to the weather report

and none at all to the calendar.

These inner seasons come and go year ‘round

with high and low pressure systems

that shape my heart’s climate.

So, as we enter the season of Advent this weekend

(with Christmas and a new year just around the corner)

I’m wondering what seasons are weathering our souls,

yours and mine, today?

Is it summer, fall, winter or spring 
in our heart of hearts? 

Is my heart getting ready for Christmas?    
or wary of its approach?

Whatever the clime within us,

we bring our hearts, just as they are, to Advent,

to a season for preparing to ready the way

for Jesus to enter our hearts.

Like the seasons of our souls,

Jesus pays no attention to the weather or the calendar.

In any and every season 

he is ready to make his home within us:

to warm what’s chilled; to put our grief to rest;

to refresh what has wilted; and to stir up life new life and spirit.

An inner season of worry and fear

may keep me from lifting my heart in Christmas joy.

I may not yet be ready to surrender my grief to healing.

My heart may be too blue to think of new beginnings.

But no matter. 

Regardless of the season, the mood, in my heart or yours,

Jesus comes to us 
in season and out of season,

in good times and in bad,
in sickness and in health,

in hope and hopelessness,
in sorrow and in joy...

When I need him the most and least expect him:

Jesus is coming into my heart and yours.

And not just at Christmas, not just in Advent, 

not just in December,

but 24/7/365.

Many of us, especially the younger among us,

are looking forward to Christmas with great and joyful anticipation.

Some of us… not so much!   
That’s understandable.

But there begins this weekend 
a season inviting all our hearts to open up

and prepare a way for the Lord to enter.

• A season to remember, with Jeremiah,
that the days are coming

when the Lord will fulfill his promise
to keep us safe and secure.

• A season to remember, with St. Paul, the Lord’s desire

to strengthen our hearts in love,

to help us lead lives pleasing to God.

• A season to keep vigil for signs of Jesus’ coming,

not so much in the sun, the moon and the stars,

but in our hearts in the midst of all our troubles and joys.

• Advent: a season meant to prepare us

to weather all the seasons of our hearts,

whatever the season in our hearts might be.

The “holiday season” all around us,

the “commercial season” tapping our bank accounts,

the “social season” of decorations, gifts and parties –

none of these is particularly beneficial

in helping us welcome Jesus into our hearts.

What is helpful is finding some quiet time in Advent

to sit with the Lord in prayer
and share with him the signs of the season,
whatever seasons prevails in your heart and mine just now.

What’s not helpful is buying, consuming

and filling up on everything!

Rather, what we need is to empty ourselves and make room

for Jesus to come in to our hearts

and make himself to home there.

That’s what Christmas is all about:

Jesus coming to make his home among us and within us.

What’s helpful is doing whatever we can to avoid

extravagance and over-indulgence 
in giving more and more 
to those who already have so much,
who already have too much,

and instead, doing whatever we can
to reach out to those who need so much and have so little.

So, whatever might be the season in your heart or mine tonight,

the question is, 
will we welcome in the season of Advent?

Will we welcome a season of preparing 
to welcome the presence and the peace of Jesus?

Will we try to spend at least part of the next four weeks

focusing not so much on things whose shelf-life is so short

but on those realities that can and do last forever?

The greatest Christmas gift ever given or received

is God’s gift of love to us in Jesus:

in his gospel, in his death and resurrection,

and in the sacrament of his presence at his his table,
at the altar.

As we gather for Advent this coming weekend,

may our prayer and God's Spirit 
change the seasons of our hearts

to welcome Jesus
who comes to bring us a season of healing,
a season of hope,
a season of peace...

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