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This
past week I wrote a prayer for my daily blog post
and
that prayer came to mind as I sat down to write this homily.
Here’s
the prayer:
I'm amazed, Lord, how, at one
and the same time,
the human heart can hold so many different things:
the human heart can hold so many different things:
doubt and faith,
uncertainty and trust,
alienation and acceptance,
fear and courage,
anxiety and confidence,
discouragement and hope...
So, Lord, when I hold all these in tension in my heart
at one and the same time, I pray you’ll:
fortify my faith,
deepen my trust,
affirm my acceptance,
strengthen my courage,
bolster my confidence
and be my hope... Amen.
uncertainty and trust,
alienation and acceptance,
fear and courage,
anxiety and confidence,
discouragement and hope...
So, Lord, when I hold all these in tension in my heart
at one and the same time, I pray you’ll:
fortify my faith,
deepen my trust,
affirm my acceptance,
strengthen my courage,
bolster my confidence
and be my hope... Amen.
The
human heart can hold so many things,
so
many different things - at one and the same time.
In
the gospel today Jesus speaks of our
hearts
and
he speaks to our hearts
and
he speaks of what we store in our
hearts.
Let’s
imagine the human heart, yours and mine,
as
an interior house.
•
A heart is a house with many rooms, some large and some small,
some
used often and others not so much.
•
A heart is a house with mudrooms and storerooms
and
closets and kitchen drawers
where
we keep things we need - and things we don’t need.
(How odd that we make space for what we don’t
need…)
•
A heart is a house with a cellar filled with all kinds of junk,
much
of it musty and rusting.
•
A heart is a house with an attic where old treasures are kept,
some
remembered and some forgotten.
•
A heart is a house with windows and curtains and drapes.
Sometimes
we open them and let in the fresh air and sunshine -
and
sometimes we draw the shades
and
sit in the darkening shadows.
•
A heart is a house and so it has walls,
walls
that protect and shelter our lives
and
walls that “keep out” and keep us from others.
•
And a heart is a house with many residents.
I
listed a few in my prayer but there are others
and
these many tenants can make for unlikely housemates.
My
own heart houses a number of these “odd couples”,
-
which ones live in yours?
Doubt
and faith,
uncertainty
and trust,
anger
and love,
alienation
and acceptance,
indecency
and modesty,
anxiety
and confidence,
greed
and generosity,
apathy
and zeal,
folly
and wisdom,
prejudice
and openness,
duplicity
and integrity,
deceit
and truth,
resentment
and mercy,
blasphemy
and blessing,
lust
and purity,
pride
and humility,
fear
and courage,
sin
and grace,
disbelief
and worship,
envy
and contentment,
injustice
and fairness,
arrogance
and kindness,
discouragement
and hope...
The
heart is a big house with many rooms
and
it can hold many tenants.
It
‘s amazing, isn’t it?
All
the human heart can hold, can house -
and
at one and the same time?
Jesus,
of course, is the landlord of the house of my heart
-
and I’m just the caretaker.
But
I’m the one who decides to whom and to
what
I
rent space in my heart.
I’m
the one who decides whom and what I let
in
and whom I evict and what I
throw out.
As
the caretaker, I decide what’s prominently displayed
in
the living room and the kitchen
and
I decide what gets stored out of sight,
hidden
in spare rooms, closets and drawers,
down
in the cellar or up in the attic of the house of my heart.
And
in my heart there’s a guest room,
a
place reserved for Jesus himself,
a
room where he can dwell within me,
where
he can make his home in the house of my heart.
And
just as any of us would clean the whole house
when
company’s coming for a visit or to stay with us,
so
am I called, always, to ready that guest room for Jesus
and
not just the guest room - but the whole of my heart.
Not
just spring and fall cleaning here - but summer and winter, too.
I’m
called to be always about the work of cleaning my house,
from
basement to attic, inside and out,
tossing
and trashing whatever I find
that
has no rightful place in a Christian’s heart.
I
know, and perhaps you know in your hearts, too,
how
easy it is to keep a room or a closet, a drawer or some place
where
we secret away those things we have to need or right to keep,
those
very things that have a hold on us, that
keep us from Jesus
and
from his word, his grace and his love.
Like
the Pharisees in the gospel we can be experts
at
cleaning, shining and polishing the “cups and jugs and kettles”
that
others see in our living rooms and at our kitchen tables
while
hidden from sight are those very things
that
most need our attention
those
things most in need of being cleansed or thrown away.
The
Church is a house of hearts, too,
and
it’s time, it’s past time,
for
a great cleaning of her rooms
that
together we might be a house of faith,
a
place ready to welcome our Landlord,
our
most important and beloved guest:
Christ
Jesus our Savior and Redeemer.
One
way for all of us to help clean the house of the Church at large
is
for us to clean the chambers in our own hearts,
making
ever more ready and welcoming that place in our heart of hearts
where
Jesus comes to stay with us, to dwell within us.
Here,
in the house of God’s people at prayer,
the
Lord himself has set his table
and
he offers us the supper he prepared for us
in
giving himself for our sakes on the Cross.
May
the sacrament we receive here nourish and strengthen us
to
clean the houses of our hearts and our Church
and
be ever more ready to welcome Jesus as our guest.
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