You know better than I, Lord,
just what prayer looks like -
but I 'll bet you see a lot of prayers
that look just like the one above:
Watermarked pages, Lord,
embossed with tear drops,
prayers with no words at all,
prayers of tears,
tears of prayer...
The paper absorbs our weeping
but not the sobbing sounds
in each drop's moist assault upon the page -
but you, Lord, hear each drop,
you feel each tear falling on your heart,
inscribing there our pleas, our cries,
the litanies of our hearts
that failed to come to speech...
You hear what we can't speak, Lord,
you read what we can't write,
you know what we so long to know:
the answer to our prayer,
the healing of our pain,
the end of our sweet sorrow,
the gift of consolation
and grace of finding joy again
where once it filled our soul...
But then, Lord,
there's that curious letter N:
our final edit, a correction
on our imperfect prayer
read by you as our incomplete but pure
supplication
for your attention, the intervention
of your mercy and compassion,
your mending of the brokenness
that breaches every heart...
You love us, Lord,
and you love, even, the imperfections in our prayers:
mistakes ready for your healing correction;
fissures to be filled with your saving grace;
carelessness seeking your tender care;
and missing parts longing, pining to be found...
Hear us, Lord, we pray...
Hear the prayers we cry to you...
Hear our prayers that have no words...
Hear our stumbling, bumbling prayers...
Lord, hear the prayers we only groan...
Hear every sob that rises
from that place deep in our souls
where we cry out to you
and you reach out to dry our tears...
Amen.
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