Pause for Prayer: TUESDAY 3/4

 

Let's see...

It's been a while 

    - maybe even years -

since I last went to church 

    on Ash Wednesday...

 

How long's it been?

Yup - it's been a while!

 

When did I stop going for ashes?
Why did I stop going for ashes?
Was there a reason?
Will I go this year?

Why go any year?
Why should I go this year?
Why not go this year? 
Why ashes?

 

Getting ashes 

    doesn't mean 

        I'm holy.
As a matter of fact, 

    getting ashes means 

        I'm not holy...

 

Ashes are for sinners.
Ashes are for people like me
who sometimes, even often,
    act without thinking,
    make poor choices,
    tell lies, cheat,
    take the wrong path,
    make selfish decisions
    and do the wrong thing -
sometimes little things, 

    sometimes big things...

Ashes are for people who screw up,
    who forget what's really important,
    who let things slide
        - even a lot...

Ashes are for folks like me
who sometimes hurt others,
who sometimes even hurt the people they love...

Ashes are for imperfect, broken people,
    for people like me who

        let things get out of control,

for people who 

    sometimes do the wrong thing
        even when they know what the right thing is...

 

Ashes are for people like me
    who take too many short cuts,
    who don't always tell the truth,
    who sometimes cheat,

for people who keep silent 

    when they ought to speak up...

Ashes are for people like me...

Going to church and getting ashes
    probably won't turn my life around overnight
but it could be a step, even just one step,
    in a new direction,
on a path I sometimes think I want to follow
    but have a hard time finding,
        a path I often stray from...

Getting ashes this Wednesday
    just might be the beginning of mending
        my relationship with God,
        my relationships with people in my life,
        my relationship with myself...

Getting ashes this Wednesday might help me

take an honest look at things in my life:
    things I really need to think about,
    things that need attention,
    things that need letting go,
    things that need my embrace,
    things that need changing,
    things that need reconciling and healing...

 

Getting ashes this Wednesday might feel kinda strange,
and I might be a little embarrassed
when others see my smudged forehead
    - and ask me why I did it...

Well,  I could say I did it because: 

    I've been thinking about my life,
    taking a little personal inventory,
    considering some changes
    and thought this might be a time,
    a way,
    a place to start...

 

Me in church?
Me getting ashes?
Hey! It could happen!

 

I know it won't hurt
and it just might be good

    to give it a try,
    to give it a chance:
    to give God and me a chance
        at a new beginning...

 

So even if it's been a long time
    since the last time I got ashes,
I'm going to church this Wednesday
    to say a prayer,

    to say hello to God,
    to get my forehead smudged
and take a first step on a path
    I've been needing, even wanting, to walk...

And since I know that by tomorrow
I'll think of a dozen reasons not to go:
    give me a nudge, Lord, even a shove,
    a kick in the butt or whatever it takes
    for me to take that first step
    back to you...

See you on Wednesday, Lord!

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