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Jesus took Peter, James, and John his brother,
and led them up a high mountain by themselves...
and led them up a high mountain by themselves...
That's how today's gospel begins, Lord
and I'm wondering how that day started...
Did you wake your friends early
and tell them they were going on a hike?
Did they come along willingly
or try to talk you out of it?
Did they ask the reason for the climb
- and how did you answer them?
And how might I have responded
had I been there with Peter, James and John?
Would I have jumped at the chance
to spend the day with you?
Or would I have begged off,
claiming to be too busy to join you?
Would I have trusted you
and gone with the flow
or hung back, trailing behind,
not sure of what might lie ahead?
Would I have finished the climb
and rested with you on the mountain top?
And how would I have responded
had you shown me yourself more fully
than ever before I had known you?
Would I have been in awe or fearful?
confused or grateful? overcome or elated?
If I, like your friends, became frightened
would I have trusted when you told me
to not be afraid?
And when you spoke of rising from the dead:
would I have understood?
would I have believed?
would I have found hope in your words?
Interesting questions!
But not nearly as interesting as these, Lord:
When you wake me this morning
will I get up and follow where you lead me?
As this day goes by will I stay by your side,
no matter how steep the path we walk?
Will I take time today, to rest with you,
in prayer, in silence, just the two of us?
Will I open my heart to your presence now
when you invite me to know you more fully?
Will I trust, day and night, and not be afraid
of all and whatever may come my way?
In the hardest of times will my faith assure me
that with you I can rise above all my fears,
that with you I can rise from death?
I don't know where your Spirit will lead me today,
I don't know, Lord, what heights we may scale.
I don't know how I'll need to trust you today
or if I'll be tempted to run from your side.
I don't know how today you'll show me your mercy
or call and command me to live by your word.
But I know you'll be there, all day and all night,
to raise me up in your saving arms...
Be with me today, Lord,
and give me the strength and faith I need
to follow where you call me...
Amen.
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